Wednesday, August 27, 2008

AREN'T THEY THE CUTEST?

Wall-E hearts Eva!

I really wanted to see this movie on the big screen, but sadly I didn't have the time. Good thing Jenny was able to download via torrent a clear copy of the movie and stored it on her iPod. Haha! And so, i was able to watch it while attending our review session on law (talk about multitasking.. haha).

Well anyways, as always Disney and Pixar delivered an awesome animated movie. Though the first few minutes of the movie bored me, the rest left me wanting for more. It was funny, romantic and exciting all at the same time. I really liked how the movie was able to place real emotions on the robots (Wall-e and Eva were a match made in heaven, make that universe! sooo cute!). Also, never in my life have i seen a cockroach as cute as Wall-e's buddy! haha! But no, my perspective still hasn't change, cockroaches are one of the grosses, most disgusting creatures ever! haha!

Anyhoo, i also love the song that Wall-e kept on playing. "It Only Takes A Moment", originally from Hello Dolly. So romantic. Ehem.. excerpts:

..and that is all
that love's about
and we'll recall when time runs out

that it only took a moment
to be loved a whole life long..

How i wish someone would also hold my hand while that song's being played.


Thursday, August 21, 2008

MR. DREAM BOY

August 15, 2008

It was as if all the stars in the sky aligned to make this day one of the happiest days of my life.
I met, up close and personal, my super crush Jon Avila! (yeah.. he's worth blogging about. haha. ;p)

I attended my review the morning, and was texting Sandy, excited on her arrival from Manila for a weekend visit. Her first reply was that she was on the same waiting area as Jon on the airport which made me so envious. And so, after the 3rd or 4th exchange of text messages, she wasn't able to response anymore, which I'm guessing, meant she was already on board the plane. An hour later, she texted me again and exclaimed that she and Jon have boarded the same flight except that they were on different rows, but even though, it made me even more jealous. But on the other hand, it only meant one thing, Jon was in Cebu!

Lunchtime! The thought of Jon in Cebu got me so excited prompting me to text my co-diva Lionel on the sitch, just to let him know our uber crush was on the same island. Haha. What came through my mind that time, was that maybe Jon has a gig the day after at some mall like Ayala or SM. So we have to make sure that by the end of the afternoon, we know where he's going to be.

After having my usual lunch of 'chili con carne' at one of the few decent dining spots in colon, our usual lunchplace Greenwich, Janson and I decided to get our NBI Clearances which we filed days ago. And as soon as the jeepney we rode passed by the Robinson's, my heart was just flipping out like crazy! There it was, on that simple yet adorable tarpaulin, March 15, 2008 | 2:30pm | Meet and Greet Jon Avila" My hand was then moving like crazy, grabbing both my fones and texting, calling frends about it. It was like information dissemination frenzy! Haha!

When we arrived at NBI 1:30pm, I was able to convince Janson to go with me to the event, as well as Sweet who worked on a building beside the mall, and Armand, sad to say Lionel had prior commitments and was not able to make it. By 2:30 Janson and I arrived at the event, held in the supermarket! Which was a huge plus for us, because the place wasn't crowded at all. We were a tad late though, but we didn't worry much because we were still only a few steps away from my one and only love! Haha!

He was sitting near the first counter with a small desk (for autograph signing) and a bottle of mineral water. The catch was that, the fans had to purchase grocery items like tide, downy, pringles, and etc. And while i was tugging Janson, making kulit on buying pringles (alangan naman kung tide..), all of a sudden, a super kind lady heard me and offered her receipt! We kinda talked awhile, gave her my super thank yous and immediately proceeded to the information counter to have it exchanged for a numbered card which served as our ticket to meet and greet my love. Haha! And then came Armand with his never failing Nikon Camera and we snapped our way back to the booth.

And so, what else happened but our lovely time with him. It was less than 5 minutes and we had our pictures taken with him and as we moved on to give other fans their moments, he said in his accented voice "thank you guys!" Wahaha! I felt like fainting! haha! And so while I was blissfully watching him on the sides, time to time, taking his gorgeous pics, recording a short video of him singing 'Ngiti', I came to the realization that my afternoon was fulfilled. Hahaha!

After he left, we proceeded on helping Janson get his LCR at the City Health and afterwards chilled at Ayala Center and met up with Lionel. The End. Next stop, Enchong Dee!

I'm such a FANATIC! haha.. ;]

Monday, August 18, 2008

HE BLEW IT


Was there ever a chance in your life when you felt like something so simple would mean so much to you? I think all of us have had fair shares of those moments. I would have had.. days ago, but it never happened. And it never will.

Here's the story, days ago, i was really excited because after years of keeping my friendster account, it was about to achieve it's 1000th comment/testimonial. The thing was, i wanted my 1000th comment to be special, to have meaning, and i wanted someone to fill that spot. I know, the idea sounds soo silly, but then again, that's how i am. I am really easy to please.

So what happened was, when it turned 999, i became cautious, and too excited that i asked him if he could do the pleasure of filling it up for me. I was hoping, expecting. But nothing came. Not even a single letter. The day after, still nothing. No pending comments. At that point, i stopped expecting. I was hurt. Something as silly as that would have meant soo much to me. But he never did take the opportunity to make it happen. Tsk. Bummer.

Well, he had his chance and he blew it. Bigtime.

Now, someone has taken his supposed spot. And i'm fine with it. Some things are just not meant to be. I'm still talking to him. I don't want the friendship to end. But the feeling's not there anymore. I hope. Seriously, he's not that important to me anymore. I'm just trying not to care.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

AND WHEN IT RAINS


..you always find an escape. just running away from all of the ones you love,
from everything.


and escape i have. I'm pretty much done with being sad. Over what happened days ago, i'm just not convinced at all that there's still a point in staying. You don't need me anymore. I know you don't miss a thing, you're not fooling me again. The next time you say something, mean it. Okay?

Goodbye.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I'M JUST NOT THAT NUMB YET

3 days after..

i did what i had to do. i pushed him away.
one moment he was asking how i was, the next "cold mo ata sakin, sige, bye..."
pero after he said bye.. my heart just wasn't able to take it. I totally lost it and tried to stop him from leaving. by the end of our 5 minute conversation, i still ended up saying "i'm sorry". Ugh!

paramore-ish - "that's what you get when you let your heart win" and i got it bad.

now i feel like i'm the one on the losing end. i felt totally defeated awhile ago. how i wish i could write everything here to give you a clear idea of what happened pero i just can't. not now at least.

a lot of things may have changed between us. burning bridges is not my intention here. i'm just at the point of trying not to cross it to get to him or letting him pass to get to me.
i'm just not that numb yet.

why do we like to hurt so much???

Monday, June 16, 2008

I CAN'T TAKE THIS BAD HABIT NO MORE

I told myself that I would make some changes but the more I change there's one thing that remains the same...

I can't seem to shake you.You seem to really have a hold on me.
And everytime that we break up, we turn around and make up. Well not literally, but it seems that everytime i try to avoid, stay away, push you away.. You seem to have your way with me. I don't know how long this could go. I tried, really, but you still made your way back. I was almost at the brink of being completely honest with you, but you didn't give me that opportunity. Instead, you kept on making me think of the possibilities. I just don't know how to quit you as of the moment. You are so making it hard for me.

This can't go on now. I gotta move on now. I think, i've taken all i can take. I feel like i deserve your honesty. I don't want to play around anymore, if that's the only way you're going to take me seriously. I've just had enough of you, trying to allure me with blinding words. I'm pretty sure you have a considerable idea of how i think of you, you said it yourself. I wish for honesty, no matter how hard it might hurt me.

It's not the fact that I don't love you no more but I gotta break this bad habit. I can't take this bad habit no more. I should end this cycle. I still don't know your part of the story, but i don't think i still have something left in me to listen. I don't think having all the means of contacting you would help. I'm just tired of constantly expecting something from you. With that being said, i don't want anything to do with you anymore. I wish you well.


why are we so hardheaded when we're in love???

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

BREAKDOWN

had my first arc breakdown awhile ago..

it wasn't really a major breakdown, but i teared up and sobbed.. good thing si sandra lang ang nakanotice.. (THANK YOU SANDY SA PAGCOMFORT!)

i was really trying hard to force a smile, and laugh with the class when the grades for blt were handed out, pero di jud nadala ui, makadepress jud.. :c

everything bout arc for the past weeks have taken it's toll on me na, and i think with everyone else na sad jud, luya kau tan-awn mga taw pirme.. wala nai gana magpa grad pic, grad ball... coz walai sure kun makagraduate! pucha! bwisit jud nang grading systema uie!!!!!!!!!!!!

KAPOY!!! LABAD SA ULO!!!!

I made up my mind, i'm going to Korea before our final exams.. It's not like i dont care about my grades... I really really do care!!! pero i won't pass up this oppurtunity, coz in the end, i might regret a decision not to go...

ALL I NEED IS THE SUPPORT FROM EVERYONE!!!

I DONT WANT TO HEAR PEOPLE ASKING ME FOR PASALUBONG AND NOT EVEN CARING ON WISHING ME A SAFE TRIP! THE LAST TIME I BOUGHT PASALUBONGS, MY FONE GOT NABBED!

I DONT NEED PEOPLE SCARING THE HELL OUT OF ME ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO GRADUATE THIS MARCH! IT IS NOT HELPFUL AT ALL!!! I AM NOT KIDDING! I MAY JOKE AROUND AND JUST SHRUGS OR LAUGH AT JOKES ABOUT ME A LOT, PERO THIS I CANT TAKE! SO PLEASE...

I WILL GRADUATE THIS MARCH!

THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I'LL BE LOGGED IN SA MULTIPLY FOR THE MONTH OF FEBRUARY..

so girls (kato kuyog nako sa girls night out).. sori if ma delay ang pag upload sa pics..
to those who'll be inviting me as their contact, please wait till my birthday..

by my birthday, for sure... i will be able to attend to updating whatever there is to post on my multiply account..

till then.. :c